life must keep go on right? even though we are forced to make the hardest decision in our life, even though we are missing one of the most precious thing we ever had, we must keep walking..
just go on with what we are doing.. yes.. never ever give up with everything that can make we fall.. just set in our mind that the 'spoil' thing actually is our biggest key to achieve what we want...
sometimes, what we only need is only 'courage' and some 'patient' because this is the key to success..
just put yourself in another shoes, can we actually figure out what are problem they faced? sometimes they not telling us what are their problem..we just can see their smile.. smile that are created to cover up their pain.. they never told us what are their feeling...
i try to put up some 'patient' in my life... yes i know, i need to change myself... change to be more closer to Him.. but what i need is just 'time'... try to think, is it okay when we change drastically not because of Allah, but in the end, the change that we take is not a long-lasting change.. what a waste right? i never blame anybody in my problem.. i will try to fixed it up myself.

-----still keep reminding myself------